Ehh, I'm a bad LJ friend and I'm super sorry.

School and RL has gotten in the way.

RL more than school to be honest. School is fine. I hate my mental state right now. I always feel on the edge to the point of no return at this time of the year.

Well enough about my shitty life, what's been going on? gimme updates yo

A lot happened last week, I had a seizure, onset from a IED/panic attack and I have to get a colorblind test next week. Plus I was really busy helping my mom find Christmas gifts for our family. Once I get my self back together, I'll probably start posting everyday and stuff.

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If I didn't drink milk already. I really don't like the taste of milk and never will. I used to be lactose intolerant or couldn't digest milk, I dunno I'll have to ask my mom later.

But I bet if Selena asked me to go to church every sunday, I would so....

I'm pretty damn spineless when it comes to her

So I had a massive panic attack today on my way to the homecoming pep rally ( Read more... )

I haven't slept yet. I did an all nighter, I dunno why but I did. Darian Harris died this weekend. He had a heart condition that not many knew about, he was in my homeroom this year and my spanish 1 last year. A lot of people kept saying "he didn't look sick, I didn't know he had a heart problem". This is how I feel, his heart is inside, you cant ( Read more... )